November 8th counts 30 days (2021 - 2022)

November 8th counts 30 days was developed as Master thesis research project, in which I explore the healing qualities of photography as a tool for processing trauma. In an interdisciplinary research of social sciences and photographic studies, I created a photographic series based on findings of scientific literature reviews, in an attempt to better understand my own trauma. Capturing environmental triggers of trauma, such as lighting, colour, and features of a concerning season, I found that the camera can function as shield in facing traumatic triggers, and as a result taking back control of these triggers, for trauma is often repressed.

- Abstract -

Through an interdisciplinary, hybrid research methodology of literature review and visual research, this research aims to gain knowledge of the healing qualities of photography in treating personal trauma. According to renowned trauma researcher Bessel van der Kolk, conscious awareness of traumatic effects is key in the healing process thereof. Following photovoice principles this research will look at the qualities of photography in bridging the gap between subconsciousness and awareness. Furthermore, I will look at how trauma has been depicted throughout photography, working towards the visual research in which I will implement gained knowledge in a photographic series on personal trauma, called November 8th counts 30 days. Creating a photographic series, I will argue, can function as a tool in healing from trauma, allowing for catharsis within the maker and relatability and reflection within the viewer.